My wife rejects me as I want to make love to her
My marriage is really under a strain right now. My wife doesn’t want to be there for me. She rejects me as I want to fuck her. So every day I am jerking off looking at other women to minimise my sexual frustrations. In some way it gets me frustrated again by not having real sex as I watch pornstars fuck the most attractive chubby and bbw girls.
I am fantasizing how it would be to be loved by a girl. I want someone to adore me and my body. I want the tension and love. I want to get dirty..
My wife is extremely hot. I love all of her. Actually I want to make love to her and not to someone I don’t know. But having no sex at all is no option for me. My wife is tall, got some amazing big breasts and a phat ass. She is naturally blond and has big lips. She looks pretty horny no matter what she wears.
I hear myself look into options for other women that I can make love with, but none of them is worth the risk. I will start fantasizing about fucking a hot BBW hooker and look for one. If I find her and my wife still rejects me, I will fuck a phat ass young prostitute.
I will make myself a dirty secret. Today me and my wife were talking about not having sex. She says that she wants it, but there is allways a reason not to have it. I will jerk off now behind the computer and again in 20 minutes in bed with her. I want to make her feel mu urge. Yesterday I did that and she became angry. Right now I am in the mood to get angry. I won’t force her but I am in a state that I could fuck her armpit and enjoy it.
I allready told her about my frustration. Maybe she will realize that I am dead serious about it. I also told her that I would look for other girls if she keeps rejecting me. I guess she was angry about it but she didn’t show. This makes me feel like it’s okay to fuck other girls als long as I do it secretly. I told her that it would release my sexual frustrations. So that will be comfortable for her. I deliberately upped my porn movie volume to trigger her. Now I am gonne get to an orgasm and watch some more porn for the bed scene in 20 minutes.
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Lexy Lloyd is a fine young woman from Cosmid girls. Her body is amazing. She has a perfect hourglass body combined with beautifully thick hips and big breasts. She comes with a cute face and has got a beautiful puffy belly. This indicates to me that she is high on female sexual hormones and she likes sexual attention. Her tiny waist makes her big butt and titties stand out from the rest. If I were to go to the sauna with her, I would walk around with a hard cock all of the time.
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